Friday, Feb. 27

Today was very hard to get through. I tried to keep it out of my mind, but I kept drifting back to it all day. My ST said I could have left school if I wanted to, but there was nothing I could have done at home, My mother and uncle and my Grandfather were handling everything. I was just as well off at school. I didn't tell any of my students, but I think my nerves were a little frayed. Things really agitated me today. I did get through fairly well, It probably wasnt any where close to being very good at all. I hope I did better than I thought. The funeral is Sunday, this is going to be atough weekend to get through.